This post was going to be about how happy I am that my parents will let me have a friend stay over at my house for a few nights, but then my mom walked into the room and wanted me to go through a box of medical supplies that we were given when Grammy was going through her surgery stuff. Mom wanted me to organize the content of the smaller boxes, but I made a face and she got all defensive and changed her mind about me doing it. Yea, I suck as a daughter, I realize that. I just don’t really need to be reminded, much less by my mom. I know I’m a jerk, and I hurt her all the time and all that fun stuff. So I don’t know why I even try being anything different because I know I’m a horrible person because just a simple face that I can make will ruin my mother’s day. So, I fail at being a person. I know this to be true. And no matter what I do, I will always be horrible.
Jul 17 2012
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